That’s probably one of the phrases causing me most of my stress. “Only he who knows the destination, knows the way” What is my destination? I have been asking myself that question over and over and over. And I try to formulate the answer, but at this moment, I haven’t found a destination yet.
Maybe that’s just it? Maybe there is no single destination? Is that possible? Could be right? I mean look at my life. In my life, there are different things that drive me and are important to me: the love of my life, my passion for helping people, nature, research, science, philosophy. So what is my destination? How do I manage to fit that all in?
When I listen to famous rockstars or artists, they always knew, they knew the one love in life and that was for example music. And they focused and worked so hard on it, till they got there. But I have never been like that, I was always interested in everything! Passionate about science, religion, spirituality, health, love, feelings… so what is my destination then?
Tell you what, I do know I am close to discovering it. And every bone in my body knows that I am meant for something amazing, I just know that. So maybe that is my destination, to take all these subjects, research and link them together and help people by showing them these links and how they can use that knowledge to find happiness? I do think that is it.
Now I just need to overcome my limiting belief, that I need to ‘work’ and be ‘productive’ every single minute of the day. I punish myself too much, and it slows me down a lot more than it helps me. I am not a lazy person, but anything that ‘normal’ people don’t categorize as work, seems to make me feel guilty. Feeling guilty impacts my productivity and bam… there you, another hour lost. Silly isn’t it? My brain knows it’s silly, now I just need to tackle my heart (and cellular memory) to believe it and I’ll be going at lightning speed.
I think I have my destination, it’s just not in any of the tourist brochures, I think it will be up to me to create my own tourist brochure and put my destination on the map. And I think I am not the only one, I know for a fact some very special and talented people are struggling. They have amazing talents, but aren’t quite sure in what box they fit in today’s society. So I think this is an extra challenge for us. To create our own box.
Have a wonderful day!
Keep shining!
Bri
I love the sayings on the yogi tea bags! Some of them really hit home. Thanks for sharing.